Giving Thanks For Freedom

This morning, as I woke up, I found myself reflecting on where I am now compared to this time last year. Yesterday, I revisited my blog from last year, a necessary reminder of the journey I've traversed. Sometimes, we forget our past struggles - out of sight, out of mind. So, I had to immerse myself back into that period to fully appreciate the experiences that shaped me.

Last year's Thanksgiving was my first major holiday away from my family. I remember the profound sadness, a sense of devastation. Though I haven't had the chance to discuss it with my family yet, I plan to do so today. They mentioned briefly how the celebration was muted in my absence.

During my food preparations yesterday, I conversed with my mother. I asked how she felt, experiencing the first holiday without my father. Her response was poignant: "Last year was my first, the Thanksgiving without you. This year, it's without him." It's a stark reminder that hopefully, there won't be many more holidays marked by such absences.

I also remember my time in prison, yearning to be part of my family's life in any way possible. Video visits were my lifeline, eagerly anticipated by everyone. Just seeing and hearing my family gave me solace and comfort. And last night, being here, immersed in the laughter and joy, watching my kids dance and sing, observing my daughter learn my mother's sweet potato pie recipe, it struck me how vital family truly is.

This realization made me think of all those waking up today missing someone - whether due to incarceration or loss through other means. It's a grieving process that's equally traumatic, regardless of the cause. My heart and prayers go out to these families, to everyone in prison today, and especially to the women at my former prison and others worldwide. Happy Thanksgiving to you all. I hope you find joy, peace, and gratitude in being alive, cherishing the love around you, even if it's not from the family you were born into but from those currently sharing your experience.

I pray for your comfort and healing and for you to know that you are loved and supported. To families feeling a void, continue to hold hope and space for your loved ones. 

Today, I am filled with gratitude for life, health, and strength. I am thankful for my freedom, for the chance to reunite with my family, and for the freedom of choice - in what I eat, when I eat, and how I celebrate. I am grateful for my liberation on all levels - mental, spiritual, and emotional.

I am thankful for the love that reaches me in numerous ways. I appreciate this platform and all others that allow me to share my journey and truth. 

Happy Thanksgiving. God bless.